less manic anger

funny notes from the last week...

on saturday i looked out of my window and saw a giant blimp being loaded into a truck through this big coiled wire system. i have no idea what it was for or why the hell it was being loaded into a truck from my neighbouring apartments driveway.

sunday at 11.30pm a car pulls up into this same driveway and starts playing ridiculously loud hardcore dance music. this music is penetrating their car windows and my 3rd floor apartment windows and is still loud. who is this person? do they think this is in any way cool? IT ISN'T YOU FUCKER.

i have a $355 US wish list on lomo right now. i am penny pinching so i can make the purchase in the next few days.
even with that this is way more than i should spend.
i don't quite care.
until i see the bank balance i am not seeing the reality of the cash handover.